Posted in Captain's Log on October 31st, 2009

I have been self-employed for one year now. I have been doing a lot of thinking during that time. I felt that on this day I should write them down.

On August 2008, after five years of fast-food work, I have finally scored a job in the graphic design industry. Later on Halloween, I lost my job to the economy.

I saw it coming, with clients canceling projects left and right. However I still was not sure until I was called into my boss’s office.

Since that day I have sent out hundreds of resumes, had a phone attached to my ear and have been watching job boards like a hawk. Still nothing came up.

I did manage to get another job in the beginning of 2009. However the company downsized before I even completed my training.

And yes, I have tried other companies. Even Target and Starbucks.

My situation is not entirely bad. I have many blessings that have helped me in these hard times. One thing is on my mind each day: “I need a job.”

Every week I consider going back to McDonald’s. Most people would say that is the smart choice. However I am not sure if it would be worth it.

When I weigh the Pros:

Some Money
Semi-Flexibility

Against the Cons:

(minor)
Boredom.
Total lack of interest in the success.
Sirens going off every time someone flips a burger.
Strict uniform policy.
Following the rule “If you got time to lean, you got time to clean.”

(medium)
Little room for advancement.
Low hours.
Constantly surrounded by junk food.
Standing in place for 8 hours at a time.
High stress, low rewards.

(major)
Having to ask permission for everything from washing hands to leaving at the end of your shift.

I cannot help but think twice about going back to that. Especially after spending five years working in that environment (including weekends).

So that is where I am currently on Halloween 2009, one year on. I look forward to my 2010 post when I write about my journey into my dream job that a received shortly after this post.

I wish everyone out there in the same boat as myself (or worse) the best of luck in pursuing their dreams of financial security and happiness.



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